Is my art any good? That question regularly pops into my head and floats around! I’m sure I’m not the only artist who considers this (wow! I managed to actually call myself an artist!)
Anytime someone tells me they like one of my paintings, I decide they are just being polite or don’t know what they’re talking about! I reply by pointing out the work’s faults! Don’t they know I’m a fraud! ‘Imposter Syndrome’ fear of being exposed as a fraud and doubting one’s accomplishments.
Putting aside the usual negative chitter chatter in my mind, it’s tricky to tell where my artwork sits. Exposed to so much online work to compare it to, while trying not to copy other artist’s style. Being authentic but producing pieces other people admire enough to purchase.
How do I know if my work is any good? I clearly doubt other’s opinions and can’t trust mine. I am often surprised by which paintings do well online, pieces I don’t feel are that good! Though to be honest I’m surprised when any work is received well! Though clearly this doesn’t stop me from continuing to paint!
Well I know this self-doubt is normal and common. I have to acknowledge what I have accomplished. I hope to find a place where I can comfortably and confidently present my work to the world with a satisfied smile!
My website is live! After tinkering around with design. I’ve finally put procrastination aside and bit the bullet!
It’s not a hundred percent polished, there are things I’d like to add including an online shop for my artwork….one step at a time!
My site also has a Blog page. I decided not to link my WordPress blog. It was cheaper and avoided all the technical hurdles if I used the Wix platform for both my website and blog page.
Although I will share some of the content, I wanted to keep my site’s blog simple focusing on the process and promotion of my work. I’ll leave all the juicy details of my insecurities, failings and the rest for WordPress!
I welcome any feedback or ideas for improvements, although it’s live it still needs some work!
I’m sure I prattled on in earlier blog posts about the well known concept ‘practice makes perfect’.
Lately ‘turtles’ have appeared in some of my latest painting works. I nailed my first unplanned one, encouraging me to continue the theme. But now I feel I am struggling, whenever I confidently attempt painting a turtle, some winged and un-turtle like creature appears under my brush! They seem to be getting progressively worse with each attempt. So much for practice!
I was excited to start my latest piece. I was very pleased with the background I’d prepared. I selected all my favorite colours to create my turtle, the result…. I introduce this stunned green deep-sea creature! It looks more like a bloated flying frog!
Bat, bird, frog or plane?
I’ve been reading a lot about intuitive painting at the moment, so I put this green creature down to my intuition, not my intention. Somehow on the canvas this fellow needed to appear!
Perhaps I’ll have a break from ‘turtles’ for a while!
I’m using Wix templates. Eventually I’ll connect this blog to the site, once I work out how!
With so many online platforms I do get muddled which site directs traffic where! I started this blog to promote my art, I’ve been building my Pinterest profile to promote my blog, I use Facebook to promote Redbubble and Bluethumb where my work is available for sale. All platforms cross over. Now if I have a website I have to be careful not to direct my traffic round in circles! The term ‘traffic’ imply there is bumper to bumper of people ‘following’ and ‘liking’ my work; the reality is more like a country road on a Sunday morning!
I have so far avoided opening an Instagram account, for better or worse!
Just incase all these platforms collapse it’s important to have a mailing list, mine Is non-existent at the moment. Funny to think that the good old ’email’ has survived the onslaught of social media platforms.
It is very possible the whole internet world will self implode in the future! Personally I’m not sure how sad I’d be about that!